words can never be enough.

hey guys!!~ ;) hmmm.....its me again...hmm..i wanna talk about forgiveness.hehe!! hmm.. as some of u all know..i was with this guy called sean...my ex boyfriend..and i was in bad terms with him frm jan..hmm..quite a while..but dun recall how long it was. yup..i had lotsa grudges against him..and he accused me of something which i didnt do to him. haiz..but nevermind...had all forgetten abt him n what happened le... =)

hmmm...at encounter..we were to forgive the people that has hurt us in the past n as long as people has hurt us...i was ready to forgive anyone...esp sean..who was called a moron by me in the past..hahaha!! ok,but i stop le lah....at first after the encounter wkend,i thought that i had forgiven him but realised i havent when i see him ard or ppl talk to me about him..when i feel very ANGRY...feels that he needs a jian da...keke..=P yah,i know i very bad ya..hee!! wanna forgive also very hard leh...there was this voice in me saying...be angry,be angry..dont forgive him cos u cant forgive n u're not a forgiving person.....i know tt was de evil one..but i jus still find it very hard lah at that time..then i talked to melissa about it..asking her to help me forgive him. =)

Last tue i think..(9/3/04)..melissa helped me say the forgiveness prayer ..=) yea..hmm.. after saying the prayer..i felt that i've forgived him...YAY!! hahaa.....been waiting for this moment to come..keke..cos by not forgiving him.im doing more damage to myself.. hmmm yah...

Felt happier after saying the forgiveness prayer after that...and melissa,thanx for ur $1 winnie the pooh raincoat hp chain..hehee..!! yep..i turned back one for u har...=) hehe!! forgiveness is really a great feeling man...after holding onto it for ages and ages.. finally i've forgiven him (sean)...yup!!! now i dont hear the voice in me saying: "cant forgive,dont forgive.u r not a forgiving person".....=) yep. the voice is GONE! ;) now i really know the true meaning of forgiveness n how it's like forgiving a person

so guys.....im sure u are able to forgive anyone in ur life that has hurt u in any way n whatever he/she has said/done to u...for our God is a forgiving God..yep....tk care ya..

-grace-