words can never be enough.

just came back from jurong east, went IMM n je popular bookstore with reg, von n charm.. was looking for someting for someone...tiring day, woke up late and went for gb recruitment late... =( everyting late, but thank god that zy,jy n ai shang came to help out and had a lil bondin with them... learnt to make plastic stars using straws.. its reali cool, plus i learnt knittin yesterday! thanks to fiona who was a good and patient teacher! hee...

its been ages since i blogged.. well... previously i wanted to, but then i forgot my password n userid to my own blog.. that goes to show how long i have not been blogging.. bleahh. watever..hah i know i am blur....thanks des for giving me the cell's blog, its reali nice seeing all these pics that we have taken together...GB camp just ended, was not bad though except that i wasnt reali in a very good state when i was handling this camp. At least there were officers helpin out and makin sure everyting goes well...thank God for them, i hope that they do learn someting outta the camp though...celebrated with mel n the entire subzone christmas at reg's hse, was fun and i hope that kat sees the love we have for one another.

Met up with my ex a couple of weeks ago, perhaps i shouldn't have. Last night he called again. 4 missed calls. I had to hide my handy under the pillow. It was so easy to just press the 'answer' buttton. But i just knew that i cant. Because this simple action will lead to disobedience, and i dun want to disobey, but the flesh is weak. I cant deny that fact. How time flies, 6 more days and i would have known him for 3 years. It has been 2 years since the break-up. But so? Have to move on and not live in deception. i will move on.

*lonestar*