As I walk to the edge
I know there is not turning back
Once my feet have left the ledge
And in the rush I hear a voice
That's telling me it's time to take the leap of faith
So here I go
(Song: Dive by Steven Curtis Chapman)
im a procrastinator. i din self-declare. i earn the 'title'.
"i want to setup my own website!" that was what i said 5 years ago. not being ashame of my procrastion. i tell my friends that every year. until they gt the (-.-) face. i always plan to do sth and end up still planning it....for years. dont laff at me. some of you out there are guilty of this too! hmpp!
this year, im going to apply for my studies. (yes i know some of you wan to throw banana skins at me coz this is the hundreth times you hear this) but this time im serious ok~. i gt my plan A, B and C out already. (typical 'C' trait)
Plan A: NTU art, design and media
Plan B: Nafa or SIM
Plan C: Continue to be a church-worker
it's a step of faith for me becoz i dont like school. 13 years of tests, exams and projects practically drive me away from education. i like working life. there's money. there's space to explore and use other pro equipments. what's more. there's a LED screen + 2 graphics walls + 4 screens to display my very own work. (yes i know all of you are bored by the graphics use every weekend. so pls pray for me. i nid lotsa creativity and wisdom to create breath-taking graphics. if nothing happen for the few weeks means all of you are not praying hard enough for me!) it has been a comfort zone for me. but deep inside me, i know i nid to go back to sch coz im starting to feel stagnant.
i tot this year is a gd year for me to go and study. coz it's a year of VICTORY!! and i have fulfilled the 3 years service in the church by july. ah~ this is sth i have kept it to myself for years. a secret of mine revealed~! when i 1st join my dept, my boss challenged me to serve at least for 3 years. and so i did. it's not an easy process even though i like working in church. i almost change my job last year becoz i had disagreements with my boss. den again i stayed on... things gt better. the love-hate relationship has gtten better to a love-wah-lau-you! relationship. Praise the Lord!
the closing date for ntu is 21feb. it requires alot of portfolio. and alot of work nids to be done. (darn gov uni!) so nid to start working now. pls help me pray for the same things again - creativity and wisdom. i nid lotsa it. ohya...and also to be able to hear God more clearly.
i have also started bible study with my one and only precious bukit view girl called Kristen. fiona also started her bible study with boardrick girls. mayb she can update all of you by posting in the blog.
kk. it's 2am. yet to finish my work. God bless all and cya~.
this year, im going to apply for my studies. (yes i know some of you wan to throw banana skins at me coz this is the hundreth times you hear this) but this time im serious ok~. i gt my plan A, B and C out already. (typical 'C' trait)
Plan A: NTU art, design and media
Plan B: Nafa or SIM
Plan C: Continue to be a church-worker
it's a step of faith for me becoz i dont like school. 13 years of tests, exams and projects practically drive me away from education. i like working life. there's money. there's space to explore and use other pro equipments. what's more. there's a LED screen + 2 graphics walls + 4 screens to display my very own work. (yes i know all of you are bored by the graphics use every weekend. so pls pray for me. i nid lotsa creativity and wisdom to create breath-taking graphics. if nothing happen for the few weeks means all of you are not praying hard enough for me!) it has been a comfort zone for me. but deep inside me, i know i nid to go back to sch coz im starting to feel stagnant.
i tot this year is a gd year for me to go and study. coz it's a year of VICTORY!! and i have fulfilled the 3 years service in the church by july. ah~ this is sth i have kept it to myself for years. a secret of mine revealed~! when i 1st join my dept, my boss challenged me to serve at least for 3 years. and so i did. it's not an easy process even though i like working in church. i almost change my job last year becoz i had disagreements with my boss. den again i stayed on... things gt better. the love-hate relationship has gtten better to a love-wah-lau-you! relationship. Praise the Lord!
the closing date for ntu is 21feb. it requires alot of portfolio. and alot of work nids to be done. (darn gov uni!) so nid to start working now. pls help me pray for the same things again - creativity and wisdom. i nid lotsa it. ohya...and also to be able to hear God more clearly.
i have also started bible study with my one and only precious bukit view girl called Kristen. fiona also started her bible study with boardrick girls. mayb she can update all of you by posting in the blog.
kk. it's 2am. yet to finish my work. God bless all and cya~.
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