thanksgiving

mm... i always get spiritual attack everytime i give thanks. things juz goes wrong. ha. but i still want to do so.

i wan to give thanks to God that He has blessed me with a great talent. a talent to visualise. hopefully it will be greatly used to bless people and not for self-ambitions. i do take pride in my work, sometimes too much. And i become defensive. thus, often i feel upset with my boss coz he picks on the smallest mistakes and details in my work.

my boss/mentor is another person whom i want to thank God coz he takes time and effort to sharpen my talents. at the same time, he builds my character. both are painful processes but it's for the betterment. many times i take him for granted. i question his instructions and say mean things to him without second thought. ya, im aware and i repent.

i leave all of you with this verse, proverbs 4:23. "Above all else, guard your heart for it's the wellspring of life."

finally, i thank all of giving me the freedom to share my deepest thought and darkest secrets.

appreciate all. nitez =)