27 01 10

Hello....

=D

A blink of an eye been this family for almost to 3 yrs?

Thank Lord for you all.

Thanks for the laughter, help whatever u all can and many things...

I never felt that warm like b4...

Without u all and God, I will still be the old me...

I've slowly changed and I'm happy =D

Just want to say a BIG thank u to all of u!

Loves,

Jazilyn! <33333333>

Shine for Him-- Do the hard thing, walk in faith

It's one thing to have faith, or at least to profess that one has faith; it's quite a different matter to live by faith.

That is hard. For faith means that the centre of our life has to shift from ourselves to God. And that is hard for two reasons.

First, we are all deeply self-centred. We want our own way; we want to be served rather than to serve. That is what is implied by original sin. To live by faith often goes against the grain. Part of the problem is sorting out which desires are self-centred and which are God-centred.

Secondly, the realities of faith are not visible.

The Letter to the Hebrews describes faith as the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. (11:1)

Such things are, by definition, not yet in our possession. We are more at home with what we can see, feel and touch. But No one has ever seen God. (John 1:18).

And though Jesus has made him known, we do not now see Jesus. It is by faith that we know him in Word and Sacrament, and hold on to what he said:

I am with you always, even to the end of the world. (Matthew 28:20)

But that is the world in which we live, the world in which God calls us to spread his good news. So we should make our own the apostles' prayer:

Lord, increase our faith!

And also the prayer of the man whose son was sick:

Lord, I believe; help my unbelief. (Mark 9: 24).

You spoke to me really hard, hard for me to accept that i have to do the hard thing in order to shine. I realise that it is hard 'cos i lack faith.

Lord, help me to have faith, to shift from a life of self centredness to one that is God centred. What really gives me joy is to know that i am walking in your will. That will take my eyes off the situation and fixed them on you. I want to continue to fix my eyes on you and walk by faith, not sight.

So that in the absence of results, of positive-looking situation, of praises and affirmation of man, that i will walk with confidence 'cos i am certain of your voice. Even in times when i am uncertain of the plans ahead, help me to have stillness in my heart and trust that you will reveal in your perfect timing. Lord, i relinquish the rights and control i still hold over my life, i surrender it to you again.

I don't want to seek the approval of man but i want to seek your approval.

Lord, i give thanks cos all of my days are held in your hands. Use my 2 hands, my life for your purposes. When i am weak, strengthened me. When i don't feel good enough, i thank you that you have chosen me and anointed me.

Lord, by faith i claim that 2010 will be a good year.

Testimony!

Thanks to all who prayed for my mom.

After the cholesterol crisis, there was the bone-knee crisis. Apparently the knee-joint was crooked, and she needed to go through an operation which would land her in a wheelchair for 3 months. She was very afraid, and did not want to go for the operation.

Today, she went for physiotherapy. The physiotherapist told her that her condition had improved a lot, and she only needed to come for 5 more therapy sessions, and surgery was no longer required!

My mother came to me so excitedly to share with me what had happened. She shared that her cell sister had testified that she had prayed to Jesus in desperation to heal her of her cancer in the hospital, and when she woke up to take the test, her cells had reduced to normal and she no longer had cancer!

As such, she decided to try it as well. On the way to physio, she prayed really hard. And Jesus came through for her. She was so touched she started tearing while telling me about it. And she was telling me that she wanted to share her testimony on 25th, at her cell group's Christmas party.

Are we ready for Christmas? God is so good that once we've experienced Him and seen His glory, there is no stopping us from sharing His story. Even for my mom who's a new believer and the only Christian amongst a Buddhist/Taoist Chinese community, she can't help but proclaim that God is good. Because He is.

Thank You Jesus. There is truly nothing that You cannot do. =)

John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life."

I'm still with God! I hope u guys didnt forget me! :D

Slow Fade

The sermon this week is really good... Thank God for His reminder - It is not an overnight thing when we choose the wrong path... It is decisions that we make over time that would result in the fall... During the sermon, there were times when some people came to my mind... I was wondering if I had been there enough for some of these people to be that voice that warns them of their impending doom... I am not sure if I had done enough... Then the Lord reminded me that it is not for me to do enough, but for them to humble their hardened hearts and bow before Him... The sermon reminded me to keep myself in check... At the same time, I felt released from the guilt that I had felt over those who were once walking side by side with me in this journey, but has now fallen away...

Note to self: Constantly remind myself that I am capable of falling... Need to keep myself in check...

seeing things God's way - Kingdom Value

it is easy or comfortable when changes abound. no one likes the uncertainty changes brings. however, the only constant thing in this world is CHANGE. we can never stop changing. to improve, to grow, we need to change and evolve with time. whatever don't kill us, makes us stronger. and i believe and always maintain the fact that i know that our God, the almighty, the omnipotent, all knowing One, will never stretch us beyond what we can take. i always like the analogy that we are like rubber bands, we need to be constantly stretched to achieve greater capacity.

the YouthNet is returning back to its roots of being the Youth Ministry. i thank God for this move. in fact, i somehow did wish that this move happened a little earlier. (it might have saved a few broken hearts) but, we must never live in regrets. so let's just look ahead! this returning back to the roots, the fundamentals of what the YouthNet had always set out to do is shaking the whole network up. and some might be uncomfortable with it. yet, i am thankful for this shaking and stirring. it really helps check our hearts!

looking at the way things are right now. i did question my relevance in all of this. i mean, i have the passion for the next generation. but the immediate next generation might not be the group that i can outreach to effectively. when i was listening to SP today during the meeting, the question of me being effective in the areas where i have been placed in came in. if you ask me if i have the passion for the next generation, i can safely say that i have a heart for them. but if you ask me if i can effectively consolidate them, i am not sure. when we were in the comfortable place where nothing was going to change, i could play the supporting role of helping the rest build their cells first. however, now as the question is posed. how effective am i as a youth ministry worker. i had my doubts. somehow, communicating with the teens poses a problem to me. and i guess because of that, i had been comfortable just helping maintain the administrative part of the platform i'm in. so when the stirring and shaking came, i did question how relevant am i to the youth work today.

i don't want to scramble to look for a platform to serve the youths just so that i can stay in the comfort of YouthNet. neither do i want to miss God's hand and move on too fast. i want to do what God wants me to do.

i am thankful for the way the YouthNet has brought up the next generation. i look around and am glad that the leaders i know have never once spared me from the discipline i needed. i am thankful that because they love, i have built a strong foundation in my walk with the Lord. i want to see the same thing inculcated in me to be nurtured in the next generation. so that when they grow up, they will be godly men and women.

i believe God is testing everyone of our hearts right now. i want to see longevity within the ministry i serve in, though there is never permanence, i believe that the Lord wants to use us to touch the lives of the youths we come into contact with. we serve, because the Lord called us and availed us to serve. when He moves the people out, it is not because of our incompetence, but simply because the season is up. and maybe my season with the youths is up. but i believe that the Lord has been preparing me for the next season of my life - the children. God hasn't developed my skill set in handling and managing children on a daily basis for nothing. i may grumble and moan about how difficult my students are, yet with the changes coming in place, i am beginning to see things with a different perspective. God is remolding me to become a new pot. a vessel He can use to impact the lives of the next, next generation. and with the new service, more volunteers are needed for barnabas club. not really sure if that's where God is calling me to be now. but will continue to pray about it. "Lord, here i am. Use me."

the challenges are laid out. can we see things God's way? can we be found good stewards of God who understands the importance of Kingdom Value.

accountability

really thank God for the people He has placed in my life... especially my leaders... recent events has made me even more thankful and grateful for their presence in my life...

thank God that He has placed them over me not to lord over me, but to guide me and keep me accountable for my words and actions...

some people don't see the importance of having leaders to keep us accountable... however, i beg to differ... having someone to account to reflects a lot on our character... if one is willing to account to someone in authority for his/her life, it shows that this person is not just a responsible person, but a humble one at that too... someone filled with pride would not like to account his/her life to someone else... accountability is part and parcel of life...

in our workplace, we account to our bosses... they are the ones who review us and keep us in check with out KPIs... even if we are our own boss, we are accountable to our clients... the things we promise to deliver, it is our responsibility to deliver them...

in school, we account to our teachers... they teach and guide us in our path to knowledge... they may not be the best teachers, but i believe that they do have our interest in their hearts... they do desire to see us graduate well and do well in life...

at home, we account to our parents/spouse/children... growing up, we live under our parents' roof... they protect and guide our ignorant steps... their ways may not necessarily be the best, but they have the best interests for us... we account to them as to when we will be back home, if we'd be home for dinner, who we're with... just to show them that we are growing up to be responsible people... when one is married, he/she is accountable to their spouse... need i say anymore on this point? you choose to be united as one and so to move as one, you ought to know what the other party is thinking right? otherwise, how can it be considered a marriage? and when you have children, you are accountable to them to just as we as children are accountable to our parents... we need to provide a sense of stability and security for our children so that they can grow up to learn to trust and be responsible young people too...

i hope that i am definitely found to be someone who has learnt to be accountable to God through the people He has placed in my life...

Thank God for my leaders and bosses!

It was my sister who told me spread the word around.
I have to know what I'm publishing before I publish.
So I went and read about this girl.



At the age of 4, Charmaine has been diagnosed with neuroblastoma.
According to Wikipedia

Neuroblastoma is the most common extracranial solid cancer in childhood and the most common cancer in infancy, with an annual incidence of about 650 new cases per year in the US. Close to 50 percent of neuroblastoma cases occur in children younger than two years old. It is a neuroendocrine tumor, arising from any neural crest element of the sympathetic nervous system or SNS. Neuroblastoma is a solid tumor that most frequently originates in one of the adrenal glands, but can also develop in nerve tissues in the neck, chest, abdomen, or pelvis.
Esthesioneuroblastoma, also known as olfactory neuroblastoma, is believed to arise from the olfactory epithelium and classification remains controversial. Since it is not a sympathetic nervous system malignancy it is a distinct clinical entity not to be confused with neuroblastoma.
Neuroblastoma is one of the rare human malignancies known to demonstrate spontaneous regression from an undifferentiated state to a completely benign cellular appearance.
A disease exhibiting extreme heterogeneity, neuroblastoma is stratified into three risk categories: low, intermediate, and high risk. Low-risk disease is most common in infants and highly curable with observation only or surgery, whereas high-risk disease is difficult to cure even with the most intensive multi-modal therapies available.

For more details, click here.

Charmaine is currently in the 4th stage and fighting hard. It breaks the heart of everyone that such a sweet and cheerful little girl has to undergo so much pain and suffering at such a young age.

I hope that everyday as we enjoy, keep a short time for this little girl. Keep her in your prayers before meal; Keep her in your prayers during your quiet time. If you would like to help her with some donations, click on the banner right at the beginning of the entry. Or go to

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marketplace ministers

Faith confessions!

Hebrews 11:6

It is impossible to please God without faith. Anyone who wants to come to Him must believe that God exists and that He rewards those who sincerely seek Him.

You know the times when we say things for the sake of saying it, and without meaning it? It’s the same thing that often goes for faith. I say, ”Lord, I pray that you will bless my friend with good results.” But soon after, I begin discussing with my friend the impossibility of scoring well in the coming exams given the difficulty of the subject. The Lord says that it is impossible to please Him without faith. And I thought to myself, “But I do have faith.” And go on stressing over my problems after I make the prayer.

What then is faith? Faith can only be called faith when you do not doubt at all. Absolute faith, though difficult, works miracles! I believe that when the Lord says, “faith as small as a mustard seed can move mountains”, He means it. Literally.

We did something in cell today that I thought I will practise for the rest of my life.

Faith Confession is speaking a word of positivity about the things in your life. It’s not just about speaking positively, but also about proclaiming positively. Many times, I make prayers like “Lord, I pray that you will help me with…” or “If it pleases you Lord, give me…” Even though there’s nothing very much wrong with prayers like these, they somehow sound more like a desperate plea to the Lord.

We are given authority to claim God’s blessings for us! And I’m gonna claim it all, in Jesus’ name!

I believe in the Lord that:

- Jenn’s dad will be saved!
- Mabel’s parents have reconciled!
- Von’s family will be saved!
- Mel & Regina’s financial needs will be met!
- Cheong’s family will be saved!
- Sandy’s bf will come back to the Lord!
- Juan will serve the lost!
- Gwen’s knee is completely healed!
- Fiona will attain favour from her superiors in teaching!
- Olia will be a minister at her block!
- Sik Peng will attend church regularly & complete all her work before her exhibition!
- Ros will find a stable job & grow mightily in the Lord!
- Suet will serve & grow in her church!
- Debbie’s family to have peace!
- PD will find a husband!
- I have aced my exams!


Last but not least, that WE WILL ALL FIND OUR LIFETIME PARTNER! God-fearing ones, of course! According to his time! :)

Prayer Slots on April 8

Hey guys.
Below are the prayer slots allocated to us on the coming Wednesday. Please take note of yours, aights?

12-1.30pm: Charmaine & her girls
1.30-2pm: Olia
2-2.30pm: Gwen
2.30-3pm: Mel
3-3.30pm: Fiona
3.30-4.30: Jenn & her girls
4.30-5pm: Juan
5-6pm: Regina & Ros
6-6.30pm: Elle
6.30-7pm: Von
7-7.30pm: Sandy
7.30-8pm: Mabel

If you have problems with your slot, let Mel know asap alright?

-toodles! :)

Are you hearing some music as you're reading?
If no, I think you mute your computer!
If yes, God Bless You! ((:


I added a playlist.
Not much of a song.
But just come for a minute or 2 to listen.

Prayer Needed

So i did it. I'd prayed for a week, and then by faith bought a Nicotine Replacement pack, and by faith approached my dad to coax him to quit smoking. As expected, he flatly refused-for a few seconds-before my tears fell. I was prepared to kneel down, cry, do anything. The tears came easily because they had been coming every time I think about it-about the doctor telling him that his blood pressure is too high, and that he needs to stop smoking. Real bad.

So he said he would try tomorrow morning. I think i saw him tear when i was walking away. I wasn't sure. He has been smoking his entire life. Even from young, i would make bday cards for him and say, "Daddy, i learnt in school today that smoking is bad for you and will cause cancer. I love you. Pls stop smoking. " He fobbed me off by saying, "I will die if i don't smoke". It scared me off the topic then. But it didn't solve the problem. Even today he tried saying, "Smoking doesnt affect blood pressure one la." I replied, "Then why did the doctor say that?" To which he had no answer for.

Please pray for him. He's had two strokes before, and it would really help if he managed to quit smoking successfully. I believe nothing is impossible with God. =)

Thank you guys...would really really appreciate if you could remember my dad in prayer. *Huggs*

Ways to Conduct A Prayer Meeting

Mel's words of wisdom and instruction.

1) Pray in accordance to sermon. Can choose one of the points to focus on. =) E.g. Blood of the table. Focus on the point that speaks to you/ about marketplace --> unity

2) Pray based on one anchor verse. Can be from your devotion. E.g. Delight yourself in the Lord and He'll grant you the desires of your heart. Relate it to the people in the prayer group and marketplace.

3) Can get prayer gp members to seek God in the week or based on what they noticed in the marketplace, to take turns to release prayer points. Then perhaps get them to pray their points out loud. Or pray for the person on their left.

4) Can split session into 2 parts.
- to pray for marketplace based on certain points
- break up to pray for each other's needs (esp if there are pre-believers, good to meet their needs with this)

Announcement (again)

Who left a black cardigan (with perfume scent) together with John's singlets on the day of my baptism? Please claim from Dan. Lol.

MissRosanne
is here to blog



I don't know if I could still blog here.
But since permission isn't removed, means I could still blog.

Anyway, lately things haven't been easy. Lots of things happened.
There's only down but there was never up in my life.

(What comes down but never go up? - Ans is at the end of entry)

It came to a point that I felt like giving up.
So totally giving up. Simply everything!
You, me, we, she, he, her, they & whoever you are.
I wanted to leave you behind.
But somethings happened for a reason.
And they happen for good. Though I never agree upon that yet.
But I think it make some sense.

It also came to a point when I felt like giving up and leave church.
But I was glad I didn't. They were there for me. Spiritually.
I didn't wanna bug anyone of them at all.
But there were thoughts of leaving. Thank God I didn't.


Yesterday, I fell upon someone wanting to leave on facecbook.
I left you a comment. But I decided to blog and made a few points.
You know who you are. (: Smile ok? I had my darkest storm. Tsunami came at the strongest upon me.
But no matter how upset I felt, I never leave. So you shouldn't.


Spiritual Family are there for a reason.
They are there for you to run to for a shoulder.
They are there for you to turn to for a listening ear.
In life, people walk in & out of you.
But Spiritual Family are the ones that will never walk out of you.
They might not been seen in the scorching sun. They might not be visible to you during ur storms.
But some are walking beside u to accompany u.
Some are walking behind you to catch you when u fall.
Some are walking in front of you when you lost ur direction.
Some, refers to your Spiritual Family & your most precious daddy, God.
What God can do is to send these people to you.
Because He wants the best for his daughter. And YOU are his most precious one.



Jiayou! Turn to ur leaders for help. They are there for a reason. (:
Thank You Melissa! :D
Thank You to those who were concern, worried.
Give me the support k? I'll do my very best.
If you think I need a hug, pls be generous. They mend a broken heart & soul.
I might need more than one dosage a day. So take turns. :X





The answer for 'What comes down be never goes up?'
The answer is Rain & tears.